Thursday, August 28, 2008
super messy and **** up today...
shoe finally cannot tahan die already
tat's all
dun wan to talk about it anymore
rather use tis time to blog my long waiting natsu matsuri post XD
i will post it soon ^^
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
Friday, August 15, 2008
haha u dun fail to surprise mi recently don't you?
when i just make a firm decision u give mi tis again...
wish all my negative thinking is just false alarm...
i looking forward for ur "surprise" again...
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
today i finally meet up wif 3 gal tat i know them thru sgcafe forum...
i know them long ago but didn't met before (and even worse 2 of them we actually forget how we have each other MSN XD)
i follow them for job finding yesterday...(although end up shopping around)
it's very fun ^^
it's always fun to know new friend dun u think?
a good weather day...cloudy
got abit danger adventure feeling XD
and keep getting lost on the way(y bras basah the toilet only have one!!!so hard to find it >.<)
but it feel good!!!
and i finally see the shop tat sell instrument
i wan the Er Hu and Violin!!!
oh and btw
i know i'm the oldest but i still in my early 20's!!!
and i already got many granddaugther so dun call mi uncle ah gong ah pek anymore!!!
although i'm a hentai jiji XD
but i think i soon turning into Yaoi already bah...sian lllOTL
btw i didn't expect we will be staying till tis late...
sorry to fly u aeroplane daniel!!!
may our ero company long live!!!XD
tat's all for today report XD go sleep already...adios ^^
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
ok i decided to continue work at xin wang...
see how it goes first...
everything will come clear after F1 race at end of september
i will continue my service for it...
and for my MC wise...
ya i know i taking quite alot MC
i feel bad about it too...
sorry tat i causing u so much trouble even thought u promote mi
but recently i really feel damn tired...
all my sickness come back and forth randomly
i can't concentrate on work
very very damn tired
the only thing i can think about which cause tis is the split shift
not tat i wan to say anything about it...
i know there's not enough ppl on morning...
fair to everyone so everyone split
my friend if u see tis pls dun mind mi
maybe i really use to night work so my body really cannot tahan
but i will continue as long as u all plan...
i got nothing to say...
dun mind mi...
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
Friday, August 8, 2008
great...
when i go work today i have a little conversation wif my best friend at work
we will talking about our work direction in future where will it go
than when we came to a conclusion saying let's talk about it after one month of observation
and the night so many thing happen tat we have to start make decision already...
nw i really wish Mr Otaku house will accept my interview (although on tat day i really talk alot of rubbish >.<)
jobless soon T-T
wat should i do?
every good ppl and the ppl i trust has left...
the place is full of Akuma already
the world is collapsing...
is full wif rotten soul tat i dun wish to hunt for...
wat should i do?
tell mi my best friend..wat should i do?
wat's ur decision?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*banging wall wif both head and knuckles*
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
just when i make tat dicision...
let fate decide...
one of the three black shirt tat i trust sad she quitting..
i was like WTF!!! *_*
than i was like nvm...still go two more...
than the morning i go work...
the one say not only herself...the other black one also
i was WTH!!!*_*
than i finally make the decision of quitting...
than afternoon my manager (he dunno i wan to quit) say to mi
i going to promote u into senior sevice,try to work hard k?
i was like WT$E^#$&@#&!!!!
nw how i suppose to give him my resignation letter?(although i didn't have one XD)
i even have a dream of customer coming in from my window and i almost jump out of the window tis morning to greet them...
lucky i wake up in time...
my head is in a mess...
nw i really dunno wat to do...
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
Monday, August 4, 2008
think tis month is will be a sad month for mi bah...
i actually wan to scold myself and talk about how i hate myself part 2
but i think just forget it...
too lazy...
for work...
i already go for a interview as sales at Mr Otaku House
but i dun think they will accept mi cause on the interview i talk too many rubbish due to nervous...
for the waiter work i have nw...
i plan to quit...
although i dun really wish to quit there yet...
but i feel scare and stress from there...
and after the emotion breakdown few week ago
my performance drop significantly
my chance of having wrong order and wrong act increase
my mask for work already cramble down...
my faith drop...
and when i wanted to quit i feel so sorry for my friend
the one who bring mi in to tis job and teach mi so many thing and let mi know even i also posses abit leadership tat i thought i totally dun have...
i dunno wat to do anymore...
let's have fate decide my whereabout just like when i going to decide whether to change to fulltime anot how?
my friend,i already leave tis msg on ur blog hope u see it
before 20th august...
if i fail to get into that shop...
i make sure i will stay wif u untill u quit tat job...
I will show you the greatest NIGHTMARE!!!
